I keep having weird dreams but last nights was the final straw. I woke up crying because it was so real. I don’t want this. They tear ne apart.
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"The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all."
I miss the feelings you gave me. That rush of energy, the feeling of being totally comfortable of being in love. I miss laughing at your stupid jokes and teasing you. I miss how adorable your smile is, I miss you. I hope to see you soon. I wish for a message on my phone saying your on your way down because I want to sit on my couch with you put my legs across your lap and listen to you tell me stories.
Seriously want to punch my stats professor in the face. She is being a Royal itch today.
I put makeup on for the first time in months today….I immediately proceeded to remove it.
What I mean when I say “I can’t do that”- Anxiety Version:
- I am unable to do that
- I am too stressed out to do that
- I cannot face the humiliation of attempting to do that
- My body will physically not allow me to do that
- I am on the verge of a panic attack
- I cannot do that
What people hear:
- I am unwilling to do that
- I am just shy
- I am overreacting
- I am lazy
- I need to get more experience in social situation to help my anxiety
- I need a push
- I don’t want to do that
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